Sounds like a lot more people are currently in/are going to Ireland than I realised. Why? Perhaps they don't worry. The real question is, do I really want to compare?

I have plans which involve other people. Leaving everything and everyone out of them is utterly selfish and is definitely not what I want. Not to mention I do not want to spend all my money on a year of switching jobs every three months or not having a job at all. When I do it, I want it to be great. I want to be happy.

So, until then, endure and (try to) enjoy.